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I just don't care
She says that I just sound angry
I say that I just don't care
She thinks she knows how i'm feeling
If she did then she shouldn't be scared
All of these words that she's saying
They just can't find a home in my mind
She might be showing she's sorry
But my heart and my soul remains blind
All the money and time that I wasted
To try and see who you are
But all that you show me is what I can't have
And last time you took it too far
I know it's wrong but i'm tired
Got no more energy left to be fair
I'm sure that it looks like I'm hurting
But i'm just way too healthy to care
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Literature
Oh Misery
Oh Misery how have you been
It seems that now you're stuck with me
I think I've waited long enough
For someone else to make us feel complete
It's been awhile since I've seen you last
My oh My does time escape
I guess we should just look to settle down
And just fall victim to our fate
Oh Misery tell me why today
You seem to look so good
From the outside looking in
I bet that you're the one who's misunderstood
But lately I've been thinking
And there's only one thing i know is true
And it's that I heard that you love company
And I could really use someone like you
Maybe down the line
I could've found myself an Angel
But there's so many Demons with stolen wings
My heart has grown unstable
So Misery you aren't Ideal
But you come with consistency
Because if i'm going to have to feel some pain
At least my heart will heal from memory
Instead of the surprise
Of seeing fire in their eyes
Just stab me once and pierce my heart
With one gentle kiss goodbye
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Hard to please
If I wrote you a song
You'd say you don't understand it
If I gave you the world
You'd say I grabbed the wrong planet
If I gave you the sun
You'd say it's way too bright
But If i came home with nothing
You'd get mad and we'd fight
I keep breaking my back
Trying to feel your love
Which used to be automatic
But now i'm struggling for crumbs
And now I hate that I love you
'Cause it feels less and less mutual
You know that I put none above you
But I'm six feet under your crew though
Cancelling plans with me again
I'm sure you have better things to do
Wish I could say the same honestly
But don't worry about me, it's cool
'Cause tomorrow when you want to call me
You're going to be really confused
The number you're trying to call can't be reached
He's moved on 'Cause he's tired of being used
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Mature content
An Ode to the Nice Guy. :iconghostjay55:Ghostjay55 2 4
Literature
Until I met you.
I used to think I was in love
Until I met you
I used to think she was enough
Until I met you
I used to believe lies
But you're the truth
I was okay with being played
But you refused
You're a different kind of girl
A different breed
You make all the pain from the past
Feel like make believe
When you're close I get so nervous
I can hardly breathe
Most beautiful  image of perfection
That I've ever seen
You came into my life
Almost out of nowhere
Fell straight into my arms
Out of thin air
Told me to open up my eyes
Never be scared
See all of the world I've been missing
And that you'd take me there
So I'll dive into your love
Come out brand new
Hold your hand tight in mine
If you want me to
I used to think that I knew love
Now I know I do
I just couldn't feel it yet
Until I met you
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Right here with you
Of all the places I could be
Of all the things that I could see
Of all the feelings I could choose
I Just wanna sit right here with you
With all the ways this could go wrong
With all the exits having come and gone
With all the shit you've put me through
I just wanna lay right here with you
If all I have is just one chance
If all I want is one more dance
If all the other people clear the room
I just wanna dance right here with you
When all things are said and done
When all my heart is reserved for one
When all I want is for a love so true
I just wanna be in love with you
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You lost me :iconghostjay55:Ghostjay55 2 7
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I fell in Love on a Sunday :iconghostjay55:Ghostjay55 1 2
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You and Me
Staring in your eyes
I can see the world
As it could be
You and me
Standing side by side
And we're happy
You and me
Spending so much time
As it should be
No hurt feelings
No sitting alone
Wondering if your worthy
Give me a chance
I can be
your White knight
I'll clear all my plans
All I ask
Is for one Night
This dark world's a tunnel
I'll show you
I'm the White light
Just take my hand
I'll lead you
With all of my might
Staring at the stars
All I see
Are constellations
I see the bigger picture
Made up of
much smaller pages
I see our future bright
Filled with
Love and delight
I see us hand in hand
Taking on
Every Fight
Now Love, follow me
There's a big ol' world
Out there to see
Let's stop at every town
To mark our mark
Of You and Me
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My Secret Sacrifice
Is this love or lust
Will it turn to dust
Or can it be
Our new ecstasy
With our feelings hushed
Can I learn to trust
Or is misery
My new Destiny
Even When I roam
I feel all alone
But i'm with you
I feel brand new
But I have no clue
What we should do
Perhaps I should go
But we both know
That If I tried
I'd be denied
By my heart and soul
That you control
I feel so alive
With you by my side
Like the world could tear
And I wouldn't care
But your wounded heart
Is torn apart
As he waits for you
To say "I do"
So to save you the mission
Of making a decision
I'll let my heart fade
To keep you sane
And as I watch from afar
With my fresh new scars
I'll smile through the pain
Knowing I saved you again.
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My Missing Piece
I feel fearless
But im scared of you
Not of who you are
But what you can do.
Ive got my heart on my sleeve
Just for you to see
I know it hard to believe
But with you i feel weak
I look into your eyes
Deep into your smile
The moment we connect
My emotions start to pile
From the fast beating of my heart
To the calmness of my soul
Your gaze shines straight through me
And i finally feel whole
I know it seems like im smart
Like i can catch every hint
But with you i feel clueless
Like my brain forgets to think
So come a little closer
Ill put my heart down at your feet
And we’ll gaze up at the stars
Two halves becoming complete
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The Truth
I wish when you looked in my eyes
That you could see the truth
The truth that i can't say
Because of the man standing next to you
The truth i swore was a lie
Ever since we were in our youth
The truth that i keep inside
Because i don't know what else to do
I wish that you would notice the look i give
Whenever i see you smile
I wish that your smile wouldn't fade
Because you haven't seen him in awhile
I wish that he'd treat you right
Because lord knows that i would
I wish i could say goodbye to you
But i wouldnt even if i could
Because i think you've trapped me in love
Even though you belong to him
And even if you feel the same
My chances to steal you are slim
So ill keep what i feel inside
I mean whats the use
I could help protect you with friendship
Or i could tear you apart with the truth
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Literature
No goodbyes
I know you're hurting
From what I've done
Bad decisions
Can't be undone
Don't run away from me
Accept my apology
Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again
Nobody told me
Love can change your heart
Wish I knew that with you
Or else we wouldn't have fallen apart
I'm sorry
Accept my apology
Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again
-Instrumental-
I'm sorry
Accept my apology
Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again (x2)
Find me again
You'll find me again
Just close your eyes
And you'll find me again.
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All i need
I love the way you
take over the room
As soon as you walk in
Seems like all eyes are on you
And i love the way you
Hate the way you smile
I just want to lay with you
And love you for awhile
They tell me that my love
Will never be enough
To keep you faithfully
By my side
They can push and shove
Beat me till im numb
But as long as you're alright..
Baby i don't care
What they do to me
I will never let you down
You are all i need
Baby i dont care
What they say to me
As long as you will stick around
You are all i need
I love the way you
Look at me
When you know that im
Contemplating
You hate the way i spoil you
But you cant help but smile
And i love it all the while
And i love it all the while
They tell me that my love
Will never be enough
To keep you faithfully
By my side
They can push and shove
Beat me till im numb
But as long as you're alright...
Baby i don't care
What they do to me
I will never let you down
You are all i need
Baby i dont care
What they say to me
As long as you will stic
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Misery knows me best
When i was young and innocent
I could blame the world
For robbing me of sustinence
And tainting me with pain
For i expected love
To flow freely in the air
But it touched all but me
Cast aside and in dispair
But now i blame only me
Because i should know how it goes
Everyone gets 2 scoops of happiness
And im left with an empty cone
So as i sit atop all my failures
Wrapped tight by my lonliness
I sit arm in arm with misery
Who seems to always know me best
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Literature
Phantom Pain
Phantom Pain
In my heart
She once was there
And now she's not
At the bottom
Of a bottle
Drink away the pain
But I can't swallow
All I see
Is my misery
But she's happy now
And so is he
So let me go
I'm on my own
The best part of me
Is on her way home
Back on this road
Feeling all alone
Can't shake the feelin that
It's all I've ever known
No more words to say
I won't be the same
Gotta learn to live with these
Phantom pains
A love this strong
It'll make you weak
I tried my best
But ended up in defeat
I feel the weight
Dragging me down
So scared of death
But not afraid to drown
Back on this road
Feeling all alone
Can't shake the feelin that
It's all I've ever known
No more words to say
I won't be the same
Gotta learn to live with these
Phantom pains
Trying to fight on
But she sealed my fate
Water rose to my neck
But I just can't escape
Now she's walking away
Right out of my life
I loved too much
And now I pay the price
Back on this road
Feeling all alone
Can't shake the feeling that
It's a
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off-beat
what are we here for, darling?
the games we play pull
and push like a tug-of-war.
but there is no fun here
anymore.
and we are hardly children.
love is a desolate drum
in the middle of the chest.
and i don't know if it's mine,
mind, or yours anymore.
love is an inescapable hum
in the middle of my throat.
and i don't know if i want to sing
or if i want to slice drafts free
from the base of my neck.
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She says that I just sound angry
I say that I just don't care
She thinks she knows how i'm feeling
If she did then she shouldn't be scared

All of these words that she's saying
They just can't find a home in my mind
She might be showing she's sorry
But my heart and my soul remains blind

All the money and time that I wasted
To try and see who you are
But all that you show me is what I can't have
And last time you took it too far

I know it's wrong but i'm tired
Got no more energy left to be fair
I'm sure that it looks like I'm hurting
But i'm just way too healthy to care
Oh Misery how have you been
It seems that now you're stuck with me
I think I've waited long enough
For someone else to make us feel complete

It's been awhile since I've seen you last
My oh My does time escape
I guess we should just look to settle down
And just fall victim to our fate

Oh Misery tell me why today
You seem to look so good
From the outside looking in
I bet that you're the one who's misunderstood

But lately I've been thinking
And there's only one thing i know is true
And it's that I heard that you love company
And I could really use someone like you

Maybe down the line
I could've found myself an Angel
But there's so many Demons with stolen wings
My heart has grown unstable

So Misery you aren't Ideal
But you come with consistency
Because if i'm going to have to feel some pain
At least my heart will heal from memory

Instead of the surprise
Of seeing fire in their eyes
Just stab me once and pierce my heart
With one gentle kiss goodbye
If I wrote you a song
You'd say you don't understand it
If I gave you the world
You'd say I grabbed the wrong planet

If I gave you the sun
You'd say it's way too bright
But If i came home with nothing
You'd get mad and we'd fight

I keep breaking my back
Trying to feel your love
Which used to be automatic
But now i'm struggling for crumbs

And now I hate that I love you
'Cause it feels less and less mutual
You know that I put none above you
But I'm six feet under your crew though

Cancelling plans with me again
I'm sure you have better things to do
Wish I could say the same honestly
But don't worry about me, it's cool

'Cause tomorrow when you want to call me
You're going to be really confused
The number you're trying to call can't be reached
He's moved on 'Cause he's tired of being used

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You open her door
Laugh at her jokes
Deep in her locker
You leave her cute notes

You notices her changes
Mind body and hair
When she fucks up
You pretend not to care

You're there when she needs you
Every single time
In fact when she's in trouble
You're always by her side

You tell her she's beautiful
Even when she doesn't feel it
You make her feel important
When she really feels like shit

But when you open up your heart
Letting her know your love is real
You are the sweetest guy in the world
But that's just not how she feels

It's not like it's her fault
She can't control her heart
But who she wants will hurt her
And it'll feel like your fault

If only you were more attractive
Or just had more attractive feats
Then maybe she wouldn't have to deal
With another man that cheats

But hold your head up high my man
I know that it doesn't seem fair
But one day you'll feel the numbing warmth
Of when true love is in the air
An Ode to the Nice Guy.
For all of you nice guys out there that can relate Hug 
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I used to think I was in love
Until I met you

I used to think she was enough
Until I met you

I used to believe lies
But you're the truth

I was okay with being played
But you refused

You're a different kind of girl
A different breed

You make all the pain from the past
Feel like make believe

When you're close I get so nervous
I can hardly breathe

Most beautiful  image of perfection
That I've ever seen

You came into my life
Almost out of nowhere

Fell straight into my arms
Out of thin air

Told me to open up my eyes
Never be scared

See all of the world I've been missing
And that you'd take me there

So I'll dive into your love
Come out brand new

Hold your hand tight in mine
If you want me to

I used to think that I knew love
Now I know I do

I just couldn't feel it yet
Until I met you
I'm currently trying to write songs, as many as I can to be used in future bands or solo work and so if someone would like to collaborate on a few I'd be happy to take just about any input. Just note I don't really write country or hip hop songs often unless i'm working with a rapper. I mainly focus on Rock, pop, and soft acoustic stuff. So just shoot me a note or something and we can work it out from there :)
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My name is Justin. I write for fun (and sometimes profit) and I enjoy seeing people happy. I put a lot of myself into what i write even if i may not have the experience. I like to have fun and am always willing to give a helping to someone who needs me. Anything specific you wanna know, Just ask :D I don't like to have secrets.

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LyricsInLostLand Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2017
thank you for the watch!
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Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
my pleasure :)
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nightshade-keyblade Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
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Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks mate!
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ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, Jay! :tighthug: :heart: :iconrainbowcakeplz: I hope you're having an awesome day!!! :happybounce:
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Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
I am, thank you :)
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jolabrodnica Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017   Traditional Artist
:party: Happy Birthday!
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Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :)
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Happy Birthday bro. :peace: Hope your day goes well. 
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