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I wish when you looked in my eyes
That you could see the truth

The truth that i can't say
Because of the man standing next to you

The truth i swore was a lie
Ever since we were in our youth

The truth that i keep inside
Because i don't know what else to do

I wish that you would notice the look i give
Whenever i see you smile

I wish that your smile wouldn't fade
Because you haven't seen him in awhile

I wish that he'd treat you right
Because lord knows that i would

I wish i could say goodbye to you
But i wouldnt even if i could

Because i think you've trapped me in love
Even though you belong to him

And even if you feel the same
My chances to steal you are slim

So ill keep what i feel inside
I mean whats the use

I could help protect you with friendship
Or i could tear you apart with the truth
I know you're hurting
From what I've done
Bad decisions
Can't be undone

Don't run away from me
Accept my apology

Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again

Nobody told me
Love can change your heart
Wish I knew that with you
Or else we wouldn't have fallen apart

I'm sorry
Accept my apology

Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again


I'm sorry
Accept my apology

Don't ever wait to say goodbye
Goodbye is only a waste of time
You never know when you will
Find me again (x2)

Find me again
You'll find me again
Just close your eyes
And you'll find me again.
I love the way you
take over the room
As soon as you walk in
Seems like all eyes are on you

And i love the way you
Hate the way you smile
I just want to lay with you
And love you for awhile

They tell me that my love
Will never be enough
To keep you faithfully
By my side

They can push and shove
Beat me till im numb
But as long as you're alright..

Baby i don't care
What they do to me
I will never let you down
You are all i need

Baby i dont care
What they say to me
As long as you will stick around
You are all i need

I love the way you
Look at me
When you know that im

You hate the way i spoil you
But you cant help but smile
And i love it all the while
And i love it all the while

They tell me that my love
Will never be enough
To keep you faithfully
By my side

They can push and shove
Beat me till im numb
But as long as you're alright...

Baby i don't care
What they do to me
I will never let you down
You are all i need

Baby i dont care
What they say to me
As long as you will stick around
You are all i need (x2)

You are all i need
When i was young and innocent
I could blame the world
For robbing me of sustinence
And tainting me with pain

For i expected love
To flow freely in the air
But it touched all but me
Cast aside and in dispair

But now i blame only me
Because i should know how it goes
Everyone gets 2 scoops of happiness
And im left with an empty cone

So as i sit atop all my failures
Wrapped tight by my lonliness
I sit arm in arm with misery
Who seems to always know me best
[] You don't have very many friends. 
[] Often times, teachers forget your name. 
[] You were always picked last for kickball.  
[] You don't like to talk a lot. 
[] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities. 
[X] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[X] Your friends have blown you off before. 
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes. 
[] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[X] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange. 
[]  People don't find you friendly. 
[] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch. 
Total = 3

Party Girl/Boy
[x] Lets face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] ...Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[x] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[x] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[x] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[x] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[X] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[x] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[x] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[x] You've thrown up from drinking too much. (Only once xD)
[x] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[ ] You can dance. 
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you. 
Total = 12

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon. 
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern. 
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[X] You enjoy photography.
Total = 4

[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won't go near the "goths".
[x] You own at least one thing from a designer store. 
[ ] You are very clean cut. 
[ ] You are squeamish. 
[ ] People have called you preppy before. 
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume.
[ ] You have a lot of money. 
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[x] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters. (I like the eagle on the American Eagle Shirts x.x)
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic. 
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ] (Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = 2

Band Geek 
[x] You have played an instrument before. 
[x] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band. 
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home. 
[x] You enjoy listening to Classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a Band bus or at a Band competition. 
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class. 
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[ ] You hate rap music. 
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.
Total = 3

[x] You have seen a school play. 
[x] You have seen a Broadway musical
[x] You like to act. 
[x] You have participated in a school play.
[ ] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference.
[ ] You get ticked off when people make that thespian, "Did you say lesbian?" joke. 
[x] You have done tech.
[x] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props. 
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[x] You have been to a cast party. 
[ ] You are in a thespian troupe.
[ ] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[ ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are. 
[ ] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[ ] You do not have a personal bubble.
[x] You actually understand Shakespeare. 
[ ] You know how to put on stage make up.
[ ] You have been a lead.
[ ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.
Total = 8

[x] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities.
[x] You have a part-time job. (Full Time :D)
[ ] You have straight As. 
[ ] You are in mostly honors/IB/AP classes. 
[ ] You do not procrastinate. 
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test. 
[x] You do not have very much down time. 
[ ] You are very organized. 
[X] You always have a thousand things going on at once.
[ ] You are in a relationship. (Not Anymore </3 lol)
[ ] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School.
[x] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions.
[ ] You are/were on Student Council.
[ ] You are/were the class president.
[ ] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[ ] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[X] People have told you that you didn't have a life. 
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma.
[ ] You cry hysterically when you get anything lower than an A on anything. 
Total = 6

[ ] Your grades are slipping.
[X] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects.
[X] You are an overall procrastinator.
[X] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV.
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[ ] You are often late to school/work.
[ ] You don't turn in a lot of your work.
[ ] You spend the majority of your time watching TV, the computer or going on Myspace when you could be doing something more productive.
[ ] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer.
[x] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house. (The Exception is if someone is coming over)
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive.
[X] You have fallen asleep during class before. 
[ ] Friends have called you lazy. 
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel. 
[ ] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up.
[X] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting. 
[x] You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before.
Total = 7

[ ] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things. 
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic. 
[x] You think tattoos are hot. 
[ ] You think odd piercings are hot.
[ ] You don't get along with your parents. 
[ ] You have/want to dye/dye your hair an exotic color.
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes.
[X] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death.
[X] You like to write dark poetry. (All Kinds :D )
[ ] You are into S&M. 
[ ] You have a pair of over sized black pants. 
[ ] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends. 
[ ] You listen to grunge. 
[ ] You have a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes. 
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[x] You don't really care what people think about you. 
[ ] Overly happy people scare you.
[ ] You like black makeup & nail polish best.
Total = 4

[ ] You actually study for tests and quizzes.
[ ] You have straight As.
[ ] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex.
[x] You are into WoW, Magic Cards, and Halo. (Halo for sure)
[ ] You over analyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore. 
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes for you. 
[x] You actually answer the questions in class.
[ ] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience. 
[ ] You miss school during the summer. 
[ ] You wear your pants at your waist. 
[X] You prefer sweatpants to jeans. 
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed.
[ ] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey. 
[ ] People always cheat off you during tests.
[ ] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day. 
[ ] You wear/should be wearing glasses. 
Total = 3

Garage Band Junkie
[x] You play the guitar 
[x] You have been in a garage band before. (In the Process of starting one)
[x] You're still in a garage band.
[x] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[x] You sing vocals for a band. (Unfortunately)
[x] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page. 
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands.
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[ ] You have taken guitar classes at school.
[ ] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[x] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[x] You have musical talent. (people tell me I do)
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.
Total = 8

[x] You actually are black.
[x] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[x] You wear doo-rags. (I used to)
[x] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[ ] You can freestyle. (not anymore)
[x] You drive down the street blaring your music.  (It's rock music tho xD)
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[ ] You can break dance.
[ ] You say "nigga" a lot. 
[x] You talk too fast for people to understand you. (Sometimes)
[x] You are pretty chill with life.
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your butt. 
[ ] Old school rap is the best.
[x] You know that Tupac will never die.
[ ] You wear bling.
[ ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang.
[ ] You are always big pimpin'.
Total =  8

[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo. 
[ ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes. 
[ ] You flip your hair often.
[ ] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You have hurt your self on purpose. 
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[ ] You don't really smile too often. 
[ ] You blog often.
[ ] You never smile in pictures. 
[ ] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[ ] You're too much of a pussy to be a goth.
[ ] You own a lot of band t-shirts. 
[ ] You go to a lot of shows.
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[ ] It doesn't take very much to make you cry.
[ ] You have played all the Emo Games.
[ ] You have worn black eyeliner before.
[ ] You own a bandana which you wear in your hair.
[x] You have dark hair.
[ ] You love the emo song.
[ ] You say stuff like "I feel like my heart's being ripped out" and all. 
Total = 1

[x] You own/ed a skateboard.
[x] You have been skateboarding since you were in grade school.
[ ] You have gotten many injuries from skateboarding.
[ ] You know that World Industries and Element aren't just clothing lines.
[ ] You have vandalized public property.
[x] You have TPed/egged somebody's house before.
[ ] You have been yelled at for loitering.
[ ] You have gotten in trouble with the cops.
[X] You listen to punk rock.
[x] Chicks on skateboards are hot.
[ ] You stick it to the man.
[ ] You own skater shoes.
[ ] You watch MTV2, not MTV.
[ ] You enjoy crude humor.
[ ] Screw school, lets do crazy stuff.
[x] You know that there are other pro skaters out there besides Tony Hawk.
[ ] You pretty much live at the skate park.
[ ] Hygiene does not concern you.
[ ] Skater boys are attractive.
Total = 6

[ ] Most people are scared of your music.
[/] A lot of the bands you like have violent names/titles/lyrics.
[ ] You hate emo kids.
[ ] You have gotten kicked out of a public place multiple times before.
[ ] Slipknot isn't really metal. 
[x] You appreciate really good guitarists of any genre, particularly flamenco. 
[ ] You hate pop and rap.
[ ] You spend all your money on music-related stuff.
[ ] Scene kids are fun to laugh at.
[X] You will become friends with anyone if they like the same bands.
[X] You curse a lot. 
[ ] You can name at least five sub genres of metal.
[ ] You wore black converses before they became emo.
[ ] At least one of your favorite bands thinks they're Vikings.
[x] You also like classic rock, such as Led Zeppelin and Pink Floyd. 
[ ] You have yelled at someone for their taste in music. 
Total = 4 1/2


Outcast- 3
Party Girl/Boy- 12
Scene Kid- 4
Prep- 2
Band Geek- 3
Thespian- 8
Overachiever- 6
Slacker- 7
Goth- 4
Nerd- 3
Garage Band Junkie- 8
Gangsta- 8
Emo- 1
Skatepunk- 6
Metalhead- 4 1/2
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Justin Jones
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
My name is Justin. I write for fun (and sometimes profit) and I enjoy seeing people happy. I put a lot of myself into what i write even if i may not have the experience. I like to have fun and am always willing to give a helping to someone who needs me. Anything specific you wanna know, Just ask :D I don't like to have secrets.

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msimoneaux20 Featured By Owner Edited Sep 21, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
It's all good man, haven't been posting or commenting much myself. Haven't been busy, just not feeling very... focused or social much lately, I suppose. :shrug: 

I didn't know you joined a band, I remember chatting with you a while back you showed me some of your stuff that you recorded of you singing and playing guitar. I'm sure you're doing great with all that, from what I remember, you're a pretty fine musician. :thumbsup: 

I haven't been so great the last few weeks, honestly. Been working a lot myself and I'm just getting over a bad cold. I had to go to the hospital cause it got so bad, which is something I haven't had to do in years... All that's causing me to be delirious for most of my day, turning me away from reading and writing... But things are looking up in some parts. Finally getting around to getting my license, taking my road skills test this Saturday. I know I'll ace it, no worries on that. 

Anyways, hope things are well for you, with the band and everything else. :peace:
Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks man, im sure things will get better for you. And yeah a lil while back i joined and we finished 1 song so far
MeowBerri Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a bunch for the watch~ Its been a while how are you :3 
Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Im doing just fine :) and no problem. How are you?
MeowBerri Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thats good to know :D yayay! Im good too ~ 
Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy to hear it :3
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ithaswhatitisnt Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday, Jay!!! :glomp: :tighthug: :heart: I hope you're having a great day and I love you!! :iconlovesqueeplz:
Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Aww thank you :) love you too <3
Aerode Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday! :hug:
Ghostjay55 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :D :)
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